a confession for the last moment of 2011

that title, it 's kinda risky for me. a confession by a girl is NOT so cool. since, i am the type that hardly open up with anyone including close friends. they might know many things about me, but i am sure it's not this one :3 maybe, it was obvious to some of them, but who knows. teehee.

let's start with word crush. to me, crush is just a feeling that we have for someone we like but don't have the intention to have them. err am i right? well, everyone has their own opinion, that's mine :B oh yea, frankly, i had a crush with this guy during the whole 2011. i am pretty sure most of my friends know him really well. (some might already got the clue) how can i describe him? hmm, anyone can recognize him instantly just by the way of his appearance, his attire, his stuffs. anyone can fall for him. so, i kept looking at him whenever he passed by. sounds creepy right T.T it was what a fan do okay. until this one particular day, i found out that he's closed with some of my best friends which means heaven to me. i thought, 'ahh. how lucky i am :)' and i wanted to tell my friends, i admire him.eventually, we got knew each other. his voice, it didn't sounds husky like the other guys do. it sounds_cute?no, it's charming. also, he has a nice smile. but, it seemed that he's closed to one of my girl friends. i knew they were really. really. really close. that's the reason why i kept it a secret until today. getting to know him a little, that's more than enough for me. plus, it was just a crush and i like him.

  

you're beautiful
every little piece, love, don't you know
you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
when you find everything you've looked for
i hope your life leads you back to my door
oh but if it don't, please stay beautiful

 -Taylor Swift,Stay Beautiful

p/s: for typing these craps, i think i am out of my mind -.-

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