Assalamualaikum & Hi :)
last 2 days, i got contacted by a long-lost-friend. it wasn't that long actually. the last time we met was when we're 15. well, i was glad that we didn't meet after that. it had been awkward between us. i don't think she noticed it after all. i know her really well since we had been a roommate for a year, a classmate for almost 2 years and a friend for crying out loud. when i think about her, it hurts me. the one who abandoning me, it's her. i kept thinking why did she do that. eventually, inside here, i hate her for being cheerful as always even after what she did.
but then, it came to my mind, what if it was my fault? actually, we can't really blame others. yes, she's the one who threw away our friendship but i am the one who didn't cherish it. i don't show when i care. i might be selfish sometimes. i am a coward. it's because of my attitude after all. i don't want to blame others anymore. it's tiring to keep this hatred. if i keep living in the past, how can i face the future. i, Maryam Ibtisam must move on :)
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| thanks for having a courage to start a conversation :) i appreciate it. |
bila kita putus dengan girlfriend/boyfriend kita,akan ada istilah ex-bf/ex-gf tapi bila kita putus kawan tak pernah wujud istilah ex-kawan.
p/s: it looks like i'm trying to be cool right? well, i am cool ;3
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