long time no see.

today is Sunday, then comes Monday, followed by Tuesday n finally, Wednesday which means a lot to me, also SPM 2010 candidates. either the result brings joy of happiness or tears of disappointment, none of us knows. fr da last moment, i just need to be prepared mentally. i dun dare to dream. for past few days, i realized that being able having what we were craving for is not as easy as i always thought. in this world is full of competitions. am i too afraid facing those hardships? yes. i always missed 1% in everything i did. but still, i'm hoping fr having a better result than i expected. ppl around me, they have very high expectations on me. i dunno whether that are blessings or burdens ? i take those expectations as doa. insya-Allah. i also realized that my mom spent a lot of money on my studies. even though i lived in hostel for the past 5 years, still it cost a lot.so ppl, waiting fr wednesday to come, is really-really nerve racking. i barely sleep last night. i'm going to pray a lot. only that i can do fr this time and accept the result as it is. excellent or not. it's not my choice.

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