have you ever feel like giving up but you can't ? have you ever thought of quitting something but didn't allowed to ? have you ever stumbled and had no one to catch ? it's loneliest feeling ever. 'don't let me down, make me proud of you' i am afraid of these words. afraid i can't meet the expectations. it's frustrating.
this time i won't say 'you will not understand' because you really don't. does the rich understand the starvation of the poor? No. people can show their sympathy but not understand. unless they really can read mind, then they can understand. i guess.
Allah does not impose upon any soul a duty to the extent of its ability;
[al baqarah: 286]
i believe that i can get through this. i was fated to be here, doing medicine course. it isn't easy. i am well aware. but if somebody so important to me is losing hope, what can i do. i am helpless. i am trying my best here. just be supportive, that's all i want.
also, killing someone's hope isn't funny at all. so you shouldn't. i hate it the most.
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