LOVE-i thought that i can have whatever i want. i thought i deserve to have that chance. i always care fr my own feeling without realizing that i hurt people around me. i'm sorry fr being ignorant to you back then. i can't put the blame on you fr not accepting me back. it was my fault fr letting you go. i have to admit that i regret it now. 'if' is a word i don't feel like using it. the word 'if' gives so much hope to me, and also, you. i knew you were hurting so much back then. so, i'm sorry fr not being concerned. i'm just a plain stupid fr hoping that everything would turned out like i want to. now, i feel like i was being fool by you. it proves that i'm just a plain stupid. i knew,there is something wrong. i knew it! fr this, i'm blaming myself fr being such a fool. by the way, the sweets you gave me, it tastes bitter
Thursday, 10 November 2011
blame nothing
LIFE-recently, i thought i was the only one who is facing hardships. getting 3.20 for final sem 1 PNG wasn't enough fr me. i was blinded by jealousy and greediness. i thought i had enough effort to obtain better than that. i was blaming the system fr making such hard examinations. i almost cry just thinking about these. i almost cursed to myself. but then, i realized that i'm not the only one who is unlucky. there is more people out there who is almost giving up their life. i forgot to be grateful.i forgot to say 'Alhamdulillah' fr getting 3.20. it's not just a number. it's a blessing. just thinking about it again, it's not worth it. i have no effort in being the best. so, how can i get the best result ? life is just fair. life is just like a wheel. there's always up and down. fr now, i blame nothing. it's just myself. i have to begin from scratch and start again. there's always chances waitin fr those who are working hard fr it.
LOVE-i thought that i can have whatever i want. i thought i deserve to have that chance. i always care fr my own feeling without realizing that i hurt people around me. i'm sorry fr being ignorant to you back then. i can't put the blame on you fr not accepting me back. it was my fault fr letting you go. i have to admit that i regret it now. 'if' is a word i don't feel like using it. the word 'if' gives so much hope to me, and also, you. i knew you were hurting so much back then. so, i'm sorry fr not being concerned. i'm just a plain stupid fr hoping that everything would turned out like i want to. now, i feel like i was being fool by you. it proves that i'm just a plain stupid. i knew,there is something wrong. i knew it! fr this, i'm blaming myself fr being such a fool. by the way, the sweets you gave me, it tastes bitter
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LOVE-i thought that i can have whatever i want. i thought i deserve to have that chance. i always care fr my own feeling without realizing that i hurt people around me. i'm sorry fr being ignorant to you back then. i can't put the blame on you fr not accepting me back. it was my fault fr letting you go. i have to admit that i regret it now. 'if' is a word i don't feel like using it. the word 'if' gives so much hope to me, and also, you. i knew you were hurting so much back then. so, i'm sorry fr not being concerned. i'm just a plain stupid fr hoping that everything would turned out like i want to. now, i feel like i was being fool by you. it proves that i'm just a plain stupid. i knew,there is something wrong. i knew it! fr this, i'm blaming myself fr being such a fool. by the way, the sweets you gave me, it tastes bitter
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